as an avid user of the interwebs, i rather enjoy slandering others anonymously;
to be 110% honest, all this speak about “dress-codes” and “physical appearance” have gotten me thinking & looking at pictures of the styles i like & how i looked with my multitudes of piercings. people have also been commenting lately on how i have lost a lot of weight; this concerns me. when the people at the japanese restaurant you buy lunch from when you’re working tell you that you look really thin & ask if you’re healthy, there’s probably a problem. i have no idea what is going on with me but obviously i have no idea on how to take care of myself & it is a little bit scary. i need guidance - or rehab. haha; i seemed to be okay for the first little while when i was living here, before i stopped taking my pills & started smoking copious amounts of ganja again. something has to be done before i wither away into nothing. i want to be larger than i am, but not fat. maybe i will start going to tkd. again & i will stay with my parents more so i can get back to normal eating & sleeping. i am really unhealthy & it scares me; i need to change so many things about my life that it’s not even funny.
(edit: damn i get side-tracked easily. lol; i started writing this to basically say, i want to freshen my mohawk; dye it, get my cheeks re-pierced & then GAIN A LITTLE FUCKING WEIGHT!)
everybody with me drunk as fuck;
okay; i am calm now. everything is good in the universe once again. it is not worth being upset about things i can not change anyways; i need to relax more, i’ll live longer… (something i often say to people who stress a lot, maybe i should take my own advice)
some people make me very angry, however, and that is okay, but i just wish that i wouldn’t get SO angry SO easily. it’s a whole next level & i hate it. very much. very very very much.
on a brighter noteeee i got tf2 & wow installed on my computers again last night & it looks like they are updated & running smooth! (have to install my custom UI on tf2 again, but that shouldn’t be an issue; and speaking of things to install to make my gaming experience better, i should probably download #curseClient again on my iMac for all the addOns i had in wow at one point!)
perhaps i shall go & do this now >:)
(edit: i have to cut my hair for work. i am not sure how i feel about this! though i do loooove my mohawk & the attention it brings me, there is a little bit inside me that would like to just not deal with having to style my hair, EVER… i was thinking i might just do a normal cut this time; short & messy. & also, i want my next tattoo so badly! i want to get “game over” across my fingers & then possibly enemies from games in the Original Nintendo Entertainment System under the letters. (: possibly with the 8bit link & mario on the middle fingers… who knows though; we will see what the future holds. for now, i am going to go & take my meds for today. that would be a wise choice.)
thank you for calling customer support, what the fuck do you want?!;
there are a lot of people on this planet whom i wish weren’t; their existence, not more than a pain in my side - yet it would be too merciful to just let them vanish. no, i would see them farmed for their blood; drop by drop until the very life drips from their eyes. i would see the hammer stroke fall upon their craniums & destroy everything they will/would ever become. some day;
grah!;
sitting outside with a laptop doesn’t work well when your inter-webs are shit to begin with & your wifi router sucks. (:<
first world problems;
(:<
it would seem that i have some-what found a solution to my web-domain problem. i will know for sure later today, but it seems like a good idea; though many things that i believe are good ideas turn out to be quite the opposite so, who knows?!
noSympathy?
misanthrope?
bushido.blitzbang?
fattybish?
stand your ground;
bwahaha; finally able to sit down & relax. today was a little bit crazy; lot of driving around. i was supposed to work today, but woke up too late (thanks to my obsession with cleaning my computers & house) & i ended up driving my friend to pick up his new dog in some backwater dump way past angus. it was, interesting… the girl we got the dog from was an idiot & didn’t know how to give directions; she ended up getting me lost, although; his girlfriend was the one on the phone & her bulb is pretty much burnt out, if you get my meaning. hmmm, so i am almost done reformatting my computers; the last one to do is the one i am on right now (macbook air) & all i have to do left on it is to updating it from the old OS to lion.
i love fresh new computers;
(:<
it’s 4:20, somewhere. afk.
(edit: getting ready to head home from my friend’s, she is rolling me a j & then i am hitting the road, i am so excited to log into d3. i miss it so much!)
also; must think of a name for the tf2 team & figure out the blitzbang situation.
